(HER POV – CLAIRE)
The cold glow of two screens—the computer monitor and the smartphone—created an atmosphere in my dark apartment akin to a mission control center. Only instead of launching rockets, I was trying to manage my own life, which had suddenly decided to veer off orbit.
I leaned back in my old, creaking office chair and rubbed my eyes hard with the heels of my hands. Outside the window, the Portland rain drummed its familiar rhythm, blurring the city lights into watercolor smears. My mug of peppermint tea had long since gone cold, but I still clutched it like an anchor.
Two messages. Two men. Two completely different worlds invading my evening.
One—"Elai"—was terrifyingly real. Corporeal, tangible. A stranger smelling of wind and whiskey, with eyes full of ancient fatigue. His text was... simple. "Thanks for not kicking me out." There was something disarmingly honest about it. He wasn't trying to impress. He just was. The fact that he’d taken my number from the "Piano and Music Theory Lessons" flyer hanging in the shop spoke of observation. And boldness. My heart, that stupid organ I’d kept on a starvation diet of work and solitude for years, traitorously skipped a beat.
The other—"E.V."—was a ghost. A digital entity. A genius hidden behind layers of encryption and corporate protocols. My personal professional Everest. His messages were always directives, commands, cries of the soul translated into text. "Redo it." "Wrong." "More pain." And now, suddenly, the barrier had collapsed: "I have to know... who are you?"
That question scared me down to my trembling knees. Far more than the bold text from the drifter.
E.V. paid me more for a single track than I earned at the shop in six months. He paid for my skill, my musical intuition, but most importantly—he paid for my anonymity. The pseudonym "OpusNo23" was my shield, my armor. OpusNo23 was flawless. She wasn't afraid of the stage. Her hands didn't shake. She didn't have an ugly scar on her forearm. Claire Duval had failed on stage, disgraced herself, and fled. OpusNo23 was invisible and brilliant.
And now E.V., this powerful, invisible puppeteer, wanted to rip off my mask. He used the word "needed." There was danger in that word. Need is an emotion, it's vulnerability, and I hadn't signed up for vulnerability. I signed up for arrangements.
I knew I had to answer him first. It was the job. It was my duty.
I sat up straight and placed my hands on the keyboard. The cursor blinked, awaiting my decision. I typed three variations and deleted them all. Finally, I chose the safest path—the professional one.
[OPUSNO23]: Sir, I am genuinely glad the bridge ultimately worked and resonated with you. That is the main goal. However, I strongly prefer to keep our collaboration strictly within the boundaries we initially established. My identity, my name, and my face are irrelevant to the notes. Only the music matters. I will await the source files for the next track.
I reread it twice. Dry. Polite. Unyielding. The wall was restored.
I hit "Send" and felt a chill of relief run down my spine, mixed with a slight prick of regret. I had just rejected a man whose music made me weep. But it had to be this way.
I exhaled and turned to my phone.
The screen had gone dark. I pressed the button, and the message popped up again. "Hey. It's Elai..."
I looked at those letters. Elai. He wasn't a genius protected by an army of lawyers. He was just a guy who needed strings. A guy who, by the looks of it, lived in a motel or a car. My practical, cautious side—the one that made me choose the shop job over trying to return to the stage—was screaming: "Delete! Block! This is trouble!"
He was chaos. And I had spent five years building order around myself.
And yet... he had seen me. In that shop, in the second my sleeve rode up, he hadn't averted his eyes from the scar in disgust. And he heard the anger in my playing when everyone else heard only background music.
I bit my lip until it hurt. It was just coffee. One hour. In a public place. What could happen? Worst case scenario, I lose five dollars and an hour of time. Best case... I just feel alive.
My fingers trembled as I started to type.
"Hi, Elai. Glad my coffee advice didn't kill you." (Too playful?) "Ok. Bye." (Too rude.)
I sighed, closed my eyes for a second, and typed the truth, letting impulse take the wheel.
"Coffee sounds... complicated for me. I'm not great at spontaneous meetups. But okay. At the 'Dead Eye' tomorrow at ten AM?"
I hit "Send" before my inner critic could seize control. My heart was hammering somewhere in my throat. It was stupid. Insane. I, Claire "Beige Life" Duval, had just asked a strange man out on a date.
The phone vibrated in my hand almost instantly, making me jump.
"Complicated is my middle name, Claire. See you at ten. I'll be the guy looking like he needs another bucket of coffee."
I stared at the screen, and a faint, uncertain smile appeared on my lips against my will. A smile that hadn't been there in a long, long time.
(HIS POV – ELIAS)
The Dead Eye Cafe lived up to its name. It was a dark, smoky (despite the bans) place with wooden tables carved with the names of ex-lovers. The coffee here was exactly as she had promised: thick, black, bitter as tar, but it was hot, and it was real.
I sat in a wobbly chair in the farthest corner, my cap pulled low over my eyes, watching the rain blur the lights of passing cars through the fogged-up glass.
Some pretentious indie band was playing over the speakers. Fake suffering, synthetic drums. Garbage.
On the table in front of me lay two phones. Two keys to two different cells of my prison.
Phone one: The latest smartphone, encrypted by the label's security team. My work leash. It had the portal chat with "OpusNo23" open. Phone two: A cheap plastic burner, bought at an airport kiosk for thirty bucks. "Elai's" phone.
Phone one pinged softly. I saw her reply.
"...I strongly prefer to keep our collaboration strictly within the boundaries... My identity, my name, and my face are irrelevant... Only the music matters..."
I leaned back and let out a short, barking laugh.
Damn it. She was good. Professional to the bone. Cold as ice. Brenda would love her—no emotions, just business. Part of me—Elias Vance, the spoiled rock star used to getting everything with a snap of his fingers—was furious. I had just been politely but firmly shut down. Me, a man for whom fans would kill just for a glance. She put me in my place. "My identity is irrelevant." What delightful irony. I spent millions trying to hide my identity, and she was hiding hers for free.
But the other part of me—E.V., the kid who used to write songs in his parents' garage—felt immense, deep respect for her. She was right. Damn it, she was absolutely right. It was about the music. She put art above ego. It was so rare in my world that it seemed almost like a miracle.
"Alright, Opus," I muttered into my empty cup, locking the expensive phone. "You win. We play by your rules. For now."
I felt a strange emptiness. Talking to her, even this dry exchange of messages, was the only moment all day when I felt connected to something living. Her rejection felt like a door slamming in my face.
And then, with a sharp buzz, phone number two came to life. The cheap plastic handset rattled on the table.
My heart jumped, slamming against my ribs.
"Coffee sounds... complicated for me... But okay. At the 'Dead Eye' tomorrow at ten AM?"
I reread the message three times. The letters blurred before my eyes.
She had asked me for coffee. At this very place. She didn't know I was already here, sitting at the very table where we would likely meet tomorrow. She didn't know I was the same E.V. she had just denied intimacy to.
I laughed. Loudly, genuinely. A couple of hipsters with laptops at the next table looked at me like I was the village idiot, but I didn't care.
The Almighty E.V. had just been rejected. But the destitute drifter Elai had just scored a date.
My fingers flew over the tiny buttons of the cheap phone.
"Complicated is my middle name, Claire. See you at ten..."
I tossed the phone aside and leaned back in the chair, feeling a rush of adrenaline I hadn't felt since my very first time on stage ten years ago, back when I was still afraid of the audience.
It was insanity. It was immoral. It was pure fraud. I was lying to her twice, from two different fronts, surrounding her with a ring of deception.
One Elias Vance was her demanding, anonymous genius boss whom she respected but kept at a distance. The other was Elai, the broken, intriguing drifter she agreed to have coffee with out of pity or curiosity.
I didn't know how long I could juggle these masks. I didn't know what would happen when (not if, but when) it all came crashing down.
I only knew one thing: for the first time in long, gray years, I wasn't bored. I was terrified, I felt a pang of guilt, but God, I felt alive. And I couldn't wait for ten AM.
